Can't be Back~

What I should say???
Thank you to u???
or Damn U???

I don't know,
I am confusing...

I am thinking after one year I won't get any LOST feel,
damn,
you make me get it,
Thanks for your LAME words to others,
Thanks for your LAME actions....
Thanks...

I wondering WHY i will say THANKS...
Because I am remember that,
I had read one sentence mean:
Say thanks to the person who hurting you,
because he/she make you grow...

Yea,
that's the reason i say thanks...
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Recently I am in a super mess mode,
someone ask me don't need think so much toward all the things,
don't keep make myself in a complicated mode,
i try myself to calm down,
but the methods all is not works,
what to do???
i don't know,
because i know i can't make all the things became wonderful,
i must make a most worst condition for myself,
if not,
when meet somethings that out of my expect,
i will hardly out from it...

maybe i like make myself moody,
all the things happen also i create myself,
but i can make it as practice myself...

Aiks....
whatever,
just wan to say GOOD LUCK for myself...

Chocolates, RIP~

My Cutie~

Name: Chocolates

This is the 1st puppy i bought~
I save money and bough together with someone...
when break up,
i try my best to get back this cutie,
but he reject and because of this we quarrel ~

And the end,
i can't get back this cutie,
but he let his bro,
and also my best friend care for it,
so that i feel it is still ok...

Just now~
i received a call from my buddy,
he told me that,
Chocolates pass away already...

I feel like i am dunno what to say,
once i hang up my phone,
i start to drop my tears...

Even i am in KL,
and this cutie in Malacca,
but i still got chances to meet it,
and the last time i met it,
i still talk with it,
i said that,
i wanna buy it a bigger house,
now....
dun need already...

Chocolates, RIP~